THESE PAST FEW WEEKS, AFTER MY BREAK UP WITH MY EX-GIRLFRIEND, RHAI, THERE WERE DAYS WHEN I SIMPLY CRY OVER ABSOLUTELY EVERYTHING AND COMPLETELY TERRIFIED AND HORRIFIED. SOME DAYS I WAS ABLE TO PAINT A SMILE AND GO ON WITH LIFE AS IF NOTHING IS WRONG.
TRIED TO HARM MYSELF BY NOT EATING, DRINKING LOTS OF ALCOHOLIC DRINKS AND WORSE, KILLING MYSELF. WELL, ALMOST. BECAUSE EVERY TIME I TRIED, I HEAR A VOICE AS IF SOMEONE WAS IN FRONT OF MY EAR TELLING ME NOT TO DO IT. I KNOW WITHOUT A SINGLE SOLITARY DOUBT THAT IT WAS GOD SPEAKING TO ME THROUGH HOLY SPIRIT.
EVERY DAY, GOING TO WORK, I ALWAYS SEE THIS BILLBOARD SIGN IN EDSA BONI WITH A BIBLE VERSE, “…BUT THOSE WHO SEEK THE LORD LACK NO GOOD THING.” WHAT A POWERFUL WORD! THAT VERSE JUSTIFIES THE WORD IN MATTHEW 6:33, “BUT SEEK FIRST HIS KINGDOM AND HIS RIGHTEOUSNESS, AND ALL THESE THINGS WILL BE GIVEN TO YOU AS WELL.”
EVERY DAY I ASKED GOD TO ENLIGHTEN ME ON WHAT HE WAS TRYING TO TELL ME. UNTIL LAST WEDNESDAY, OCTOBER 9, GOD GAVE ME AN ANSWER. I HAD THIS REVELATION FROM GOD.
BEFORE I MET MY EX-GIRLFRIEND, I WAS A VERY DEDICATED AND ACTIVE CHRISTIAN IN OUR CHURCH. I WAS REALLY ON FIRE. BUT I SWAY AND WALK AWAY FROM GOD AND HIS RIGHTEOUSNESS. I KNOW IT WAS THE ENEMY’S GOAL! THE DEVIL WILL MAKE EVERYTHING TO GRAB SOMEONE AWAY FROM THE LORD.
AND NOW THAT I LET THE ENEMY WON, I AM SHATTERED AND BROKEN. BUT GOD’S GRACE IS NEW EVERY DAY. I BELIEVE IN MY HEART THAT GOD WILL USE THIS TIME IN MY LIFE FOR HIS GOOD AND HAVE ALREADY SEEN SOME TREMENDOUS BLESSINGS COME FROM IT. HE TRULY IS SO GOOD TO ALLOW ME TO SEE THOSE BLESSINGS.
HERE ARE SOME OF THE SWEET BLESSINGS I RECEIVED FROM GOD.
1. OMFLIT BOOKS. I JOINED THEIR SOME KIND OF ESSAY CONTEST AND I WON CHILDREN’S BOOKS. CLAIMED IT AT THE 34TH MANILA INTERNATIONAL BOOK FAIR IN SM MOA LAST SEPTEMBER 14, 2013.
2. SILENT GRACE. I SAW THIS POSTER SAYING THEY WILL BE HAVING AN AUDITION FOR A SHORT FILM ENTITLED “SILENT GRACE.” THEY ARE IN NEED OF DANCERS WHO CAN DO SIGN LANGUAGE. I AUDITIONED LAST SEPTEMBER 21, 2013 WITH THE THOUGHT THAT I WILL JUST DANCE. BUT I WAS WRONG. I HAD A VTR AND THEY ASKED ME TO ACT WITH SIGN LANGUAGE. I GAVE AND DID MY BEST AND DIDN’T HOPE THAT I WILL BE CHOSEN. BUT LAST OCTOBER 9, I RECEIVED A TEXT MESSAGE THAT I AM PART OF THE MOVIE AND WILL BE PLAYING THE ROLE OF ONE OF THE DANCERS IN REDEAFINE DANCE GROUP.
3. TEGAN AND SARA PHILIPPINES FANDOM. I LOVE MY FRIENDS FROM THIS FANDOM. WE ARE NOT JUST SHARING OUR LOVE FOR TEGAN AND SARA BUT MORE THAN THAT WE SHARE OUR LIFE TO ONE ANOTHER. MY CLOSE FRIENDS FROM THIS FANDOM HELPED ME TO REALIZE THAT I DESERVE TO BE LOVED AS A GIRLFRIEND AND PARTNER AND NOT AS A REBOUND.
4. CRUSHES. HAHAHA! YES! SOMEHOW THEY HELPED. I CONSIDER THEM AS BLESSINGS FROM GOD. THANK YOU ALFRED, ADAM, ANNIE AND BINEY.
5. SMALL GROUP – VICTORY MAKATI AND VICTORY FORT. THEY ARE MY EVER LOYAL AND LOVING FRIENDS SENT BY GOD. THEY NEVER CONDEMNED ME BUT THEY ACCEPTED ME. THEY ARE MY PRAYER WARRIORS, MY LIFE GUARDS AND MY COUNSELORS. THOUGH MANY TIMES I LEFT THEM FOR MY SELFISH REASONS, THEY ARE STILL THERE.
BLESSINGS MAY COME IN FORM OF MATERIAL OR NOT MATERIAL THINGS. WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING, THAT’S A BLESSING. YOU STILL HAVE SOMETHING TO EAT, THAT’S A BLESSING. I AM AMAZED, HUMBLED AND MORE GRATEFUL THAN I COULD EVER POSSIBLY EXPLAIN. GOD HAS SHOWN ME EVERY SINGLE DAY HOW MUCH HE LOVES ME. NOW, I FULLY UNDERSTAND WHAT HE MEANT IN THE VERSE. I DRAW AGAIN CLOSER TO GOD AND HE DRAW NEAR CLOSE TO ME. I SET HIM AGAIN AS MY TOP 1 PRIORITY AND LIKE WHAT HE PROMISED, HE WILL PROVIDE EVERYTHING. I AM AT PEACE NOW AND THERE IS A SPARK ON MY HEART. I HOPE AND PRAY THAT THIS TINY SPARK WILL LIGHT UP AND UNTIL I CAN NO LONGER CONTAIN THE PRAISE AND WORSHIP FOR MY GOD.
I KNOW THE DAYS AHEAD WILL BE HARD. IN FACT, THEY WILL SUCK. BUT I ALSO KNOW WHAT GOD PROMISES. AND HE IS ALWAYS FAITHFUL. HE WILL HELP ME TO RISE UP AGAIN.
TRIED TO HARM MYSELF BY NOT EATING, DRINKING LOTS OF ALCOHOLIC DRINKS AND WORSE, KILLING MYSELF. WELL, ALMOST. BECAUSE EVERY TIME I TRIED, I HEAR A VOICE AS IF SOMEONE WAS IN FRONT OF MY EAR TELLING ME NOT TO DO IT. I KNOW WITHOUT A SINGLE SOLITARY DOUBT THAT IT WAS GOD SPEAKING TO ME THROUGH HOLY SPIRIT.
EVERY DAY, GOING TO WORK, I ALWAYS SEE THIS BILLBOARD SIGN IN EDSA BONI WITH A BIBLE VERSE, “…BUT THOSE WHO SEEK THE LORD LACK NO GOOD THING.” WHAT A POWERFUL WORD! THAT VERSE JUSTIFIES THE WORD IN MATTHEW 6:33, “BUT SEEK FIRST HIS KINGDOM AND HIS RIGHTEOUSNESS, AND ALL THESE THINGS WILL BE GIVEN TO YOU AS WELL.”
EVERY DAY I ASKED GOD TO ENLIGHTEN ME ON WHAT HE WAS TRYING TO TELL ME. UNTIL LAST WEDNESDAY, OCTOBER 9, GOD GAVE ME AN ANSWER. I HAD THIS REVELATION FROM GOD.
BEFORE I MET MY EX-GIRLFRIEND, I WAS A VERY DEDICATED AND ACTIVE CHRISTIAN IN OUR CHURCH. I WAS REALLY ON FIRE. BUT I SWAY AND WALK AWAY FROM GOD AND HIS RIGHTEOUSNESS. I KNOW IT WAS THE ENEMY’S GOAL! THE DEVIL WILL MAKE EVERYTHING TO GRAB SOMEONE AWAY FROM THE LORD.
AND NOW THAT I LET THE ENEMY WON, I AM SHATTERED AND BROKEN. BUT GOD’S GRACE IS NEW EVERY DAY. I BELIEVE IN MY HEART THAT GOD WILL USE THIS TIME IN MY LIFE FOR HIS GOOD AND HAVE ALREADY SEEN SOME TREMENDOUS BLESSINGS COME FROM IT. HE TRULY IS SO GOOD TO ALLOW ME TO SEE THOSE BLESSINGS.
HERE ARE SOME OF THE SWEET BLESSINGS I RECEIVED FROM GOD.
1. OMFLIT BOOKS. I JOINED THEIR SOME KIND OF ESSAY CONTEST AND I WON CHILDREN’S BOOKS. CLAIMED IT AT THE 34TH MANILA INTERNATIONAL BOOK FAIR IN SM MOA LAST SEPTEMBER 14, 2013.
2. SILENT GRACE. I SAW THIS POSTER SAYING THEY WILL BE HAVING AN AUDITION FOR A SHORT FILM ENTITLED “SILENT GRACE.” THEY ARE IN NEED OF DANCERS WHO CAN DO SIGN LANGUAGE. I AUDITIONED LAST SEPTEMBER 21, 2013 WITH THE THOUGHT THAT I WILL JUST DANCE. BUT I WAS WRONG. I HAD A VTR AND THEY ASKED ME TO ACT WITH SIGN LANGUAGE. I GAVE AND DID MY BEST AND DIDN’T HOPE THAT I WILL BE CHOSEN. BUT LAST OCTOBER 9, I RECEIVED A TEXT MESSAGE THAT I AM PART OF THE MOVIE AND WILL BE PLAYING THE ROLE OF ONE OF THE DANCERS IN REDEAFINE DANCE GROUP.
3. TEGAN AND SARA PHILIPPINES FANDOM. I LOVE MY FRIENDS FROM THIS FANDOM. WE ARE NOT JUST SHARING OUR LOVE FOR TEGAN AND SARA BUT MORE THAN THAT WE SHARE OUR LIFE TO ONE ANOTHER. MY CLOSE FRIENDS FROM THIS FANDOM HELPED ME TO REALIZE THAT I DESERVE TO BE LOVED AS A GIRLFRIEND AND PARTNER AND NOT AS A REBOUND.
4. CRUSHES. HAHAHA! YES! SOMEHOW THEY HELPED. I CONSIDER THEM AS BLESSINGS FROM GOD. THANK YOU ALFRED, ADAM, ANNIE AND BINEY.
5. SMALL GROUP – VICTORY MAKATI AND VICTORY FORT. THEY ARE MY EVER LOYAL AND LOVING FRIENDS SENT BY GOD. THEY NEVER CONDEMNED ME BUT THEY ACCEPTED ME. THEY ARE MY PRAYER WARRIORS, MY LIFE GUARDS AND MY COUNSELORS. THOUGH MANY TIMES I LEFT THEM FOR MY SELFISH REASONS, THEY ARE STILL THERE.
BLESSINGS MAY COME IN FORM OF MATERIAL OR NOT MATERIAL THINGS. WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING, THAT’S A BLESSING. YOU STILL HAVE SOMETHING TO EAT, THAT’S A BLESSING. I AM AMAZED, HUMBLED AND MORE GRATEFUL THAN I COULD EVER POSSIBLY EXPLAIN. GOD HAS SHOWN ME EVERY SINGLE DAY HOW MUCH HE LOVES ME. NOW, I FULLY UNDERSTAND WHAT HE MEANT IN THE VERSE. I DRAW AGAIN CLOSER TO GOD AND HE DRAW NEAR CLOSE TO ME. I SET HIM AGAIN AS MY TOP 1 PRIORITY AND LIKE WHAT HE PROMISED, HE WILL PROVIDE EVERYTHING. I AM AT PEACE NOW AND THERE IS A SPARK ON MY HEART. I HOPE AND PRAY THAT THIS TINY SPARK WILL LIGHT UP AND UNTIL I CAN NO LONGER CONTAIN THE PRAISE AND WORSHIP FOR MY GOD.
I KNOW THE DAYS AHEAD WILL BE HARD. IN FACT, THEY WILL SUCK. BUT I ALSO KNOW WHAT GOD PROMISES. AND HE IS ALWAYS FAITHFUL. HE WILL HELP ME TO RISE UP AGAIN.