My dearest Samuel,
I am writing this letter because I haven't been able to tell anyone what I really feel for the nine very long months.
The feeling of being in love is the best most especially when you meet someone and have that instant spark, when hours of being together feel like minutes and when you start fantasizing about the future and convinced that the other person is on the same page as you are.
And then it ended.
My more than three years relationship with that person ended - that person is not in love with me anymore.
It took me an entire nine months to accept that it really did happen to me.
I was fearful for a while. I feared that I could never be whole without that person in my life because that person had so become a part of me, my world for years.
That person destroyed me in ways I couldn’t repair myself. I was bitter, angry and hopeless.
Until you came, Samuel.
I am writing this letter because I haven't been able to tell anyone what I really feel for the nine very long months.
The feeling of being in love is the best most especially when you meet someone and have that instant spark, when hours of being together feel like minutes and when you start fantasizing about the future and convinced that the other person is on the same page as you are.
And then it ended.
My more than three years relationship with that person ended - that person is not in love with me anymore.
It took me an entire nine months to accept that it really did happen to me.
I was fearful for a while. I feared that I could never be whole without that person in my life because that person had so become a part of me, my world for years.
That person destroyed me in ways I couldn’t repair myself. I was bitter, angry and hopeless.
Until you came, Samuel.
You fix the disarray in my soul. Your very presence flourished my glimmer of hope for happy endings.
It is you whom I want to share earphones with me on train rides, conquer my fears with, go to places I have never been, eat foods until we are so full but we still need to eat desserts, swim beaches though I am more fond of swimming pools, read book with while you are busy recording a song and stay until 2 in the morning through sleepy, imperceptible conversations about life, music, foods, places and Jesus.
Yes, Samuel. I think I am. I think I am falling in love again... and it is with you. ^_^ Thank you for keeping me inspired. ♡
Happy 26th birthday, Sam! May God's protection always be with you. May you experience God's love and compassion. May you get a taste of His goodness. May each and every day of yours be lightened up by His glory. You are one in a million. Sending you millions of thoughts, dreams and wishes today!
It is you whom I want to share earphones with me on train rides, conquer my fears with, go to places I have never been, eat foods until we are so full but we still need to eat desserts, swim beaches though I am more fond of swimming pools, read book with while you are busy recording a song and stay until 2 in the morning through sleepy, imperceptible conversations about life, music, foods, places and Jesus.
Yes, Samuel. I think I am. I think I am falling in love again... and it is with you. ^_^ Thank you for keeping me inspired. ♡
Happy 26th birthday, Sam! May God's protection always be with you. May you experience God's love and compassion. May you get a taste of His goodness. May each and every day of yours be lightened up by His glory. You are one in a million. Sending you millions of thoughts, dreams and wishes today!